To put it more succinctly: I can take action even when I don't feel like it. Even when I feel miserable or apathetic or simply utterly shut down. My ability to take action is no longer tied inextricably to mood.
That's great to hear! I hope things keep improving for you.
It'd be great to see you get back into podficcing etc. at whatever speed is most enjoyable for you.
My personal feeling about the Big Bang is that it's deliberately set up so that one is not letting anyone down by signing up for primary and then not completing (anyone *else*, that is; as someone who is prone to getting upset about not doing what I said I was gonna do, I very much sympathize with not wanting to commit if you're not sure of the outcome). Which is to say, I encourage you to sign up if you think it'd be fun -- I honestly don't think anyone will think any less of you if you have to drop out. (And there are several folks who have signed up saying "Maybe this'll be the year I finally complete" or "I want to finish this WIP that's been on the back burner for 10 years," so you wouldn't be alone in that.)
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That's great to hear! I hope things keep improving for you.
It'd be great to see you get back into podficcing etc. at whatever speed is most enjoyable for you.
My personal feeling about the Big Bang is that it's deliberately set up so that one is not letting anyone down by signing up for primary and then not completing (anyone *else*, that is; as someone who is prone to getting upset about not doing what I said I was gonna do, I very much sympathize with not wanting to commit if you're not sure of the outcome). Which is to say, I encourage you to sign up if you think it'd be fun -- I honestly don't think anyone will think any less of you if you have to drop out. (And there are several folks who have signed up saying "Maybe this'll be the year I finally complete" or "I want to finish this WIP that's been on the back burner for 10 years," so you wouldn't be alone in that.)